There is no way to know what makes one thing happen and not another, what leads to what, what destroys what, what causes what to flourish, to die; or to take another course.
But if I could go back in time, I wouldnt do a single thing differently.
What if it taught me something? What if all those things got me here? What if we were never redeemed? What if I already was?
Its taken me years to be the woman my mother raised. Its taken me 26 years, 9 months and 14 days. After I lost myself in the wilderness, I found my own way out of the woods, and I didnt even know where I was going until I got there. I only knew that I didnt need to reach with my bare hands anymore, but seeing beneath the surface of the water was enough
My life, like all lives. Mysterious, irrevocable, and sacred.
☽ ☾ Wild ☽ ☾